stand still

its a brand new year...

im expecting for things to change...

im expecting for me to move on...

but how come, after seeing "you" awhile ago...

i feel as if "our" situation will forever remain in a stand-still...

it felt like, we'll keep on playing this game...

arent you tired?

i am...

but what can i do...

nothing really...

i am nothing but a romantic fool hoping for something that will never ever be...

i need to stop...

i need to start the ball rolling...

i need to move on...

* bangs head with nearest hard object *

seems to me that this is the only thing that i cannot do...

everything else seems so simple...

but "you" have proven to be a burden...

one of which im finding it hard to believe that i cannot think of letting go...

* slaps self *

wake up daemon... its a brand new year...

this is no time to stand still...