how things turn out...

i know my blog has been over-run with drama for the past few months..

i just cant help it...

if i dont find an outlet for the things inside me,

who knows what kind of stupid things id get myself in to...

so please indulge me on yet another (and a few more future entries) dramatic post...

please...

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funny...

today we didnt just seem to cross paths...

i dont know if its fate or its just you avoiding me...

i accepted that today was just a normal gym day for me...

no interaction of sorts...

sad.. a bit...

then you come "barging" in...

and of all the places...

i wondered about your "alibi"...

about you being there...

assuming as always...

it was nice to hear you say those words...

complimenting how i look...

complimenting what i was wearing...

thank you...

its not that often that id hear that from you...

* crap *

and there we go again, another revolution in this circular road we're on...

when will it end?

or will it?

or will i allow it to end?

or will you allow it to end?

* sigh *

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i was browsing through pex...

saw this posted under one of the topics that i usuall go to...

it kinda sums up what i want to tell "him"...

ano kaya magiging reaction mo ...

kung sabihin ko syo na crush kita..
kung sabihin ko syo na miss na kita...
kung sabihin ko syo na hinahanap-hanap kita...
kung sabihin ko syo na gusto kita lagi kausap...
kung sabihin ko syo na gusto kita lagi kasama...
kung sabihin ko syo na may nararamdaman ako syo...

ano kaya magiging reaction mo...?

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so... ano magiging reaction mo?