Tuesday, April 28, 2009

hugs

* sigh *

i just realized today...

that all I need to satisfy this loneliness...

is a long lingering romantic hug...

* sigh *

Monday, April 27, 2009

so this online-test-thingie...

it got me...

spot on...

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Engaged Idealist Engaged Idealist (EI)

Engaged Idealists are extroverted and helpful. Others find them to be very congenial and inspiring - especially as they are always willing to see the best in the other person. Their humour, their energy and their optimism attract other people. Engaged Idealists are very good at communicating and are good at convincing and firing on others. That is why it is a matter of course that they often take over the leading role in groups. This personality type often produces very charismatic persons.

Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.

Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life - they look for the perfect relationship for life. Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.

Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, committed, likable, enthusiastic, responsible, helpful, loyal, diplomatic, friendly, inspiring, caring, solicitous, optimistic, effusive, adaptable, communicative, articulate, convincing, energetic, optimistic, open, vulnerable

Engaged Idealist The Engaged Idealist at work


As an Engaged Idealist you are one of the extroverted personality types. You enjoy working in a colorfully diverse group of people who interest and inspire you. Working in a “secluded room” is not your thing. You enjoy emphasizing with those around you and soon everybody senses the high priority and importance people represent to you. Therefore a team-oriented project is just right for you.

Your insight into human nature, your feel for your colleague’s and/or subordinate’s positive sides and potentials and your preparedness to encourage and support everyone around you to the best of your ability quickly brings them closer to you. People like to ask you for advice, appreciate your caring ways and appreciate to be taken under your wings. Within your means you are always available to others who need you because you yourself enjoy the ultimate gratification of being able to help others to make the best of themselves and to be successful mediating conflicts among people.

You are well suited to be an executive: It is difficult to resist your charisma, your enthusiasm and your ability to excite and motivate others. Authoritarian management attitudes are not your thing; it is your way to convince others of a project’s reason and significance who will then look forward to follow you voluntarily. You place a lot of value on creating the willingness to cooperate in others and with your gift to motivate that usually comes easy to you. You do not enjoy conflicts, need harmony and invest lots of energy and time in a good working climate and a harmonic relationship of your colleagues among each other.

Engaged Idealist The Engaged Idealist in love


For you, love is the Alpha and Omega in life - you simply can’t be happy without it. No other type falls in love as quickly, strongly, and passionately. That has a lot to do with your limitless enthusiasm, and that does not only apply to things, but to people as well. When you love someone, you put him/her on a pedestal, surround him/her in a blaze of glory, and idealize him/her to the point that the people around you occasionally begin to doubt your soundness of mind.

Interestingly enough, you are normally blessed with excellent antennas for nuances. However, when you are in love, some systems appear to be defective: You won’t see a single spot on the white shining armor of your dream prince/princess, because you are convinced that he/she is a pure angel who fell from the clouds and landed right at your feet.

For the “target” of your affection, this passion is simply overwhelming. Who would not love to be raised into heaven, to be showered with your unconditional adoration and admiration? You court the partner of your choice with infinite imagination, empathy, and charm giving him/her no chance to resist. If you chose well, this can end in a long and happy relationship because you are a faithful and dedicate person who is willing to invest a lot into the partnership. In the long run, it is always given the most important priority in your life. As far as you are concerned, you entered a union for life, and you take nothing more seriously than the obliga-tion you took on out of love. Dedicated, you try tirelessly to divine your partner’s wishes before he/she is aware of them him/herself, and if at all possible, immediately satisfy them.

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Well done...

well done indeed...

take the test here...

vintage...

so I'm digging cars lately...

would have gotten one if all of 'this' hadn't happened...

but then again, I'm glad it did...

so I was surfing over my fave world trivia site darkroastedblend...

and i got wind of these amazing cars...



they are produced by an independent car company, Morgan Motor Company,
which sells these babies for $44,000 for a base model and would go up high as $300,000...

the exclusivity of the car has a waiting list of over to more than a year...

each car is hand-made from metal and wood

from the roster of the cars that are on the site, the following got my attention...

a 1964 Morgan SLR

http://lh4.ggpht.com/_hVOW2U7K4-M/SfPX38ZdXvI/AAAAAAAA_r8/Nu2YvcvWOWM/s800/yukltrkukrjyjfghfv.jpg

a Morgan Aero8


and the futuristic looking Morgan "AeroMax"


yum...

would want one of these babies around the metro...

=)

Sunday, April 26, 2009

as much as i try...

as much as i try to be strong...

as much as i try to be positive...

there comes a point that i can barely smile anymore...

its just that i ask...

'why not me?'

'why does it always have to be them?'

sounds selfish, i know...

but - i deserve a break...

i deserve something - someone better...

ive had enough of heartaches really...

and im only holding on to a thin string of hope...

im afraid that it might not be able to support,

all the weight that its pulling...

it may snap soon...

i may snap soon...

Monday, April 20, 2009

...

creative juices have started flowing again...

finally broken free from hiding...

heres what free time + boredom + creativity + life brings...




















boo to idleness...

boo to disheartened pessimism...

Sunday, April 19, 2009

living life...

been talking to some people lately...

quarter life crisis is taking its toll on a lot of people...

its funny how things work really...

'love' has taken quite a punch from them...

and some are becoming cynical about it...

my advice...

"live life to love..."

ironic in the sense that its simple to say, yet difficult to practice...

loving is not something that should be thought of...

it should be natural as breathing...

it is not an option...

loving is never just another priority...

it is and should be the first priority of anyone...

so i say...

"be amazing; be more than amazing..."

and

"live life to love..."


=)

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

this song is for you...

stay away
josh hoge

oOohh, yeaa
Took a year for me to figure out
How to live without you not around
I used to lie awake at night
Playing back the day you said goodbye
Remember when you walked out the door
Said you didn`t want me anymore
Thought I`d never get over you
What`cha trying to do
Now that I`m finally out back on my feet
Then you start saying you been missing me
Then showing up at places I might be
Don`t take this personal girl

Chorus
Stay away
There`s only so much that my heart can take
If you get too close you know
It`s a touch and a kiss, then you`re off and I`m wishing
I never made this damn mistake
Baby please stay
Stay away from me

Verse 2
Now I don`t need to hear what`cha think
So turn around and walk the other way
Can`t believe that you can just pretend
But make believe that we can still be friends
Now we won`t know that if we start this up
It won`t be long before we`re making love
And I don`t wanna be burned again
Girl you had your chance
So if you really care for me at all
Don`t look me in the eyes
Don`t try to call
Just take your pictures down
From off my wall
You`ll get too close to me girl

Chorus 1x

Know you gonna tear me apart (you`re in my heart)
Don`t wanna go back to the start (I`ve come too far)
Stay away
oOoh OoOoh

Chorus 2x

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

without you knowing...

without you knowing...

you have made me cry over sleepless nights...

you have made me long for the unattainable...

without you knowing...

you have made me smile from the first day we met...

you have given me some of the best days over the past two years...

without you knowing...

i am...

so much into you...

Monday, April 06, 2009

and the result is...

so for the airspeed 5k marathon i ranked...










102nd with running time of 31:58 averaging 6:24/km...

considering that we started a good 5 minutes after the bell rang...

so that makes it a good 27 minutes...

not toooo shabby, if i do say so myself... =)

so, on to the next run...

cant wait...

will push for 10k run...

Sunday, April 05, 2009

amazing...

not a normal saturday...

it was more than normal...

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'HIS' bday party + getting a 'wee' (and i use the term wee loosely) bit wasted +
2 hours sleep + 5k run @ MOA under 30mins

=

AMAZING...

another round of this amazing weekend pls...

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