as much as i try to be strong...

as much as i try to be positive...

there comes a point that i can barely smile anymore...

its just that i ask...

'why not me?'

'why does it always have to be them?'

sounds selfish, i know...

but - i deserve a break...

i deserve something - someone better...

ive had enough of heartaches really...

and im only holding on to a thin string of hope...

im afraid that it might not be able to support,

all the weight that its pulling...

it may snap soon...

i may snap soon...