ok...
see here...
despite all my drama about NO guy liking me...
well, i guess there's no truth there...
there are...
those who see me in a different light...
trust me to appreciate them...
i do...
i have this guilt whenever i unintentionally hurt peoples feelings...
anyway...
lately it seems that most guys who i have left 'hanging'...
have found someone...
it leads me to think that this is kharma for being too choosy...
for having too high standards...
true...
i do...
its no excuse to say, but ive always set 'HIM' as the basis...
'HE' is the standard that i compare guys too...
yeah, guess im not over him...
i never really was...
'HE' has everything that im looking for in a guy...
besides the physical attributes...
hes funny...
hes real...
hes humble...
hes dedicated...
and i think id feel safe with him...
the sad part is...
everything i feel isnt mutual...
holding on to 'HIM' hasnt been alot of help...
in meeting new guys...
in moving on...
i try...
believe me...
guess what im trying to say...
looking back...
i havent moved on...
yet..
i just dont know when ill be able to...
or who will be that one person to make me forget about 'HIM'...
* sigh *
Friday, April 02, 2010
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