.:: daemon

i tell people this...

its a dream...

just magnified to unimaginable proportions...

i know its a far-fetched idea...

but i really want to become a somebody... a famous somebody...

a model or a singer or a designer... just somebody famous...

i dont want to be some random face in the crowd anymore...

i guess we all have this "frustration" within us...

asking all the time, why the world doesnt give us a break...

if youre not that, then... well i dont know...

maybe its just that im such an envious person...

the point is...

"pangarap kong maging sikat..."

and i know this might sound bad...

but i feel that ive got a lot to prove...

i feel the need to prove them wrong...

and the only way i know how is by "achieving" my dream...

right now... ive lost a lot of weight... and its amazing...

i guess thats just the start of things...

i do hope that ill take off someday...

* sigh *