.:: daemon

i dont know what made me think about this today...

nothing wrong happened to make me feel the way im feeling right now...

but the past few times that weve spent together...

ive grown really tired of our situation...

ive grown tired of your careless attitude...

yeah i know, youve got your priorities on list...

but it doesnt mean, that you have to act the way you do to me...

promises have been broken so many times...

ive already lost count...

and always it boiled down to some reason that i dismiss as valid...

i actually dont know whats out there for me...

i have this fear that if i let you go, id go back at square one...

id go back to play the "game" again...

but i know for sure that when im back in the field, id end up losing...

i always do...

maybe thats one of the reason why im holding on to dear life for you...

i dont want to feel the way i felt before...

the rejections...

id had enough...

till i found you, and it all went away...

but with you came baggages...

i know no relationship is without any...

its just that, im beginning to feel the burden you put on me...

before id just let it be...

now, its entirely different...

im having a hard time...

im torn...

im scared...
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im think what im trying to say is...

im slowly falling out of love...