how things turn outnthat

id like to think that im one of the good guys...

the one whos worth someones time...

i try to be that guy really...

but my heart cant lie...

ive found my soulmate...

but fate has dealt me a different card...

and im dealing with things the way i know how...

just to fill that void...

the emptiness...

i know its a temporary fix...

but i try to get by with what i get...

even if its not what my heart wants...

it saddens me to think...

that ive become what ive hated before...

but i understand why people get into it...

id like to be better than that...

hope it changes soon...

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