...

ive tread on this path before...

it is all too familiar...

i said i never wanted to go through this again...

and yet here i am...

in a very similar situation...

but the feeling is all too good...

and that feeling is once again returned...

how sincere and real, i dont know...

im scared to take my hands of the rope...

i dont want to 'fall' only to experience the same thing again...

thats the bad thing about me...

im gullible for the kindest people...

those that 'appear' to be interested...

but it really really feels good...

and i missed the feeling...

there should be no question on what im supposed to do...

i know i should...

but im struggling...

if only...

that one was real...

what id hope for was real...

i wish that one person would save me...

because i know...

and i believe that...

the 'one' is sincere...

and all these doubts that im feeling...

they would never be revisited...

to take the dive? or go on to the next?

i honestly know the answer...

i just need someone to knock me back to sanity...