ecstatic... nervous...
scared... doubtful...
im just a concoction of emotions right now...
i just want to let it all out (among other things)...
i want to scream on top of my lungs...
i want to beat my 'enemies' with a mace and gloat with laughter...
i want to retreat underneathe the sheets of my bed...
i want someone to hug me and tell me everything will be fine...
---
i dont know if i did the 'right' thing...
i have plans to move out of the 'industry' that i have been calling hell for 3 years...
ive grown weary and tired of the 'cage' that i set upon myself...
and yet, im jumping from one frying pan to another...
though nothings really set yet, the thought scares the hell out of me...
and at the same time, it makes me yearn for change...
but at the back of my mind, im screaming...
something inside me is telling me to hold-on and travel the path to my dreams, explore the world... become what i am destined to be...
the thought is scary...
i am friggin 25 already (still young)...
and im not a risk-taker...
hell... risk is something that i rarely deal with...
but i should...
ive been avoiding risks for the majority of my life...
i should start...
from the simplest of things...
...
and it should be quick...
time doesnt really take a break...
strength and courage...
its all i need...
im a brazen-faced individual...
risks should be an easy obstacle to tackle...
* crosses fingers *
* wishes that Themis scales balances to the right side *
* does a two-face; flips a coin *
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hmmm...
well that was therapeutic...
* smiles *
im such a garfield...
monday + emo...
roflol...
* does a garfiled - i hate mondays... *
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3 comments:
risk has always been a part of everything we do on a daily basis -love, work, life, etc. u will never know whats on the other side of your world til u take those risks. see it this way, if this decision works for the better - well and good. if it doesnt turn out the way u want them to - u learn something from it. bottomline, u dont lose. good luck mon =)
@ jerry
thanks thanks...
will take everything one-step-at-a-time...
* persuades self *
i can do it...
I totally can relate. We seem to be in a similar predicament these days...
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