honestly...

i honestly dont know how to start this thing...

i want to talk more about you...

and it seems that you have managed to overrun my blog...

i want to stop...

and yet, i still want to go on and on about YOU...

the feeling is stronger now than ever...

maybe because of my unexpected singlehood...

yes my bf called it quits on us last week...

just a couple of days after our one (1) year and six (6) month-sary...

crappy... isnt it?

that tragic loss was never actually put into writing...

i never thought to write down what happened that day...

instead, i just want to go on and on and on about YOU...

maybe know i can justify what im feeling inside...

on my part, im all set...

its YOU that im just waiting for...

fuck...

its hard for me to move on...

especially with you near...

YOU know what, i was hurt when i saw YOU and your significant other held hands...

i know im head over heels in love with you, but i didnt expect myself to get "saddened"...

to get jealous...

bah go figure...

i like you...

a lot...

that counts for why i felt that way...

hell it counts a lot...

"ive fallen" for you...

i guess you know that...