at the other end...

lately i find myself at the other end...

it seems nice to be on this side..

even for awhile...

though its strange...

and i really dont know what to do...

i have this 'try-to-please-attitude'...

so i just cant put myself to do that...

but now i understand 'why'...

its weird...

not that im complaining or anything..

but this is what it feels to be...

at the other end...

the way things are...

so its been 4 mos since i started with my work...

also a month of moving back and forth from our office in makati

to another office in mandaluyong...

the first few times was a complete struggle...

i could never leave makati...

the sights, sounds, smell...

the people...

its different...

ive always said that makati is my new york...

and most people would agree it is...

so the thought of leaving makati is a bit too hard...

but, the work i do is really growing on me...

im slowly slowly learning the ropes...

and its fun...

this is a strange feeling for me...

especially with regards to work...

ive never been the type to be this 'concerned' with work before...

maybe i like the people at my office...

maybe i just respect them that much...

i like what i do now...

strange as it is...

this is completely different...

its weird...

but its just the way things are...

=)

hey you...

i miss you...

i really really miss you...

just even the thought...

i guess what i say is really different from what i feel...

i guess im still holding on...

but i know i shouldnt...

i love you...

i still do...

and that will never ever change...