quotes...

"If pain must come, may it come quickly.

Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible.

If he has to make a choice, may he make it now.

Then I will either wait for him or forget him.

Waiting is painful.

Forgetting is painful.

But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering."

- Paulo Coelho

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i held on too long...

i suffered the most...

in the end...

i was the loser..

how things turn outnthat

id like to think that im one of the good guys...

the one whos worth someones time...

i try to be that guy really...

but my heart cant lie...

ive found my soulmate...

but fate has dealt me a different card...

and im dealing with things the way i know how...

just to fill that void...

the emptiness...

i know its a temporary fix...

but i try to get by with what i get...

even if its not what my heart wants...

it saddens me to think...

that ive become what ive hated before...

but i understand why people get into it...

id like to be better than that...

hope it changes soon...

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statement signs...

'nuff said...