Years have passed since I first met you...
We became good friends...
We fell in love...
We fought...
We made up...
We fell out of love...
We tore a line between each others hearts...
It was a year and five months worth of memories...
There were no regrets...
Only lessons learned...
Lately, I heard news about you...
One that scared me...
One that kept me awake for a night...
At first I was selfish...
Thought of the things that you did wrong to me...
But as the moment progressed, I felt sad...
As I thought of the things that you made me feel...
Days progressed, and all doubts were confirmed...
Though it wouldnt matter really...
It just summed up the majority of what we had...
A part of me still wants to believe that it was true...
Genuine...
A line from Shakespeares Romeo and Juliet comes into mind...
"What's in a name? That which we call a rose By any other
name would smell as sweet."
As I said, it really wouldnt matter...
But it bothers me...
And all i feel for you...
The sympathy and sadness...
Are all washed away...
Why is that even with your name...
You didnt tell me the truth..
Im only human to feel this way...
Hurt again...
But I am in no way to be cold...
Not to feel sympathy...
Not to feel sad...
Not to wish you happiness...
Not to wish you another chance at life...
I am wishing you all the things that you deserve...
Especially a second chance at life...
For both our sake...
