so'ok, ive been on writing slump for the past month...
this month aint no different, i guess...
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lately ive been going out like crazy...
well not like paris-hilton crazy...
but its more often than i used to...
its more of an every saturday thing...
my feet seems to be 'itching' (among other things) to go out...
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ive been clubbing for the sole purpose of 'meeting' someone...
in the past months that ive gone out...
ive found that that was next to impossible...
makes me question all the hard-work that ive put through at the gym...
hmm...
is it because i dont smile as much?
that or its just that im not 'attractive'?
its weird, how i look forward to clubbing to escape reality...
and yet i dread about going home empty handed...
i know...
i seem to go on forever about this 'situation'...
and the last thing i want my friends to think is how stubborn i am...
but come on...
please please 'indulge' me...
its my reality...
no matter how much friends believe in you...
its how strangers look at me and...
how unlucky a im in the dating department that affects me the most...
i cant be thick-skinned...
not anymore...
not in this aspect...
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sigh...
on a more happy note...
well...
hmm, i honestly cant think of one...
well the most that i can make out of this season are the parties...
its that one thing that im honestly and purely looking forward too...
having a great time with close friends...
theres none much to say in this part...
* bore * boo * bore *
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sigh...
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2 comments:
it seems that the daemon is on search mode. but what he's searching for i really do not know.
don't fret, man. sometimes, you will find that one in the most unexpected places.
What Mr John Stanley said holds true. To add to it, definitely you can't find love in clubs. I mean, most peeps in the club are there to find the quickest way to get through the night. Else, I'd think it would have to be elsewhere.
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