last night....

last night was the lowest of the low...

went out...

thought that it would be relaxing...

pick a coffee place...

park on a soft lounge chair...

take a good book, drink a cold beverage to sooth the prickling heat...

what i got instead was the complete opposite...

* sigh *

though the day wasnt a total waste...

an oppurtunity knocked...

was flattered that i was given that chance...

though i think i "fucked" it up...

it did boost my confidence a bit...

maybe all i need is a chance...

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i hope i get considered for it...

i need the break...