a crazy little thing called love

on one of those strange occassions where i opted to stay-in on a saturday night, i decided to do just watch a DVD since there was nothing good on tv...

i started to go through the pile of DVDs i got months ago...

and i found my copy of the movie "Crazy Little Thing Called Love (First Love)"...

a thai-movie starring Mario Maurer *drools*swoons*faints*...

to be honest, i just got the DVD because of Mario Maurer..

anyway the movie revolved around the story of P'Nam (Pimchanok) and P'Chon (Mario)...

P'Nam was head over heels with P'Chon and she did everything just to get noticed...

what P'Nam didnt know that P'Chon felt the same way for her too and what transpired throughout the whole movie was a case of missed/lost opportunity...

fortunately, at the end of the film, everything turned in favor for P'Nam and P'Chan...

as the underlying tag-line of the movies trailer, it is everyones story and funny, how at my age, i could relate to the movie...

(romantic) love is age-less and gender-less...

it is unconditional...

it, above all feelings/emotions shouldnt be governed by any boundaries...

*sigh* if only people didnt make falling-in-love complicated, because in all honesty it isnt...

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*geez*

the movie made me miss my boyfriend alot more...

*sigh*

whats in a name...

Years have passed since I first met you...

We became good friends...

We fell in love...

We fought...

We made up...

We fell out of love...

We tore a line between each others hearts...

It was a year and five months worth of memories...

There were no regrets...

Only lessons learned...

Lately, I heard news about you...

One that scared me...

One that kept me awake for a night...

At first I was selfish...

Thought of the things that you did wrong to me...

But as the moment progressed, I felt sad...

As I thought of the things that you made me feel...

Days progressed, and all doubts were confirmed...

Though it wouldnt matter really...

It just summed up the majority of what we had...

A part of me still wants to believe that it was true...

Genuine...

A line from Shakespeares Romeo and Juliet comes into mind...

"What's in a name? That which we call a rose By any other

name would smell as sweet."

As I said, it really wouldnt matter...

But it bothers me...

And all i feel for you...

The sympathy and sadness...

Are all washed away...

Why is that even with your name...

You didnt tell me the truth..

Im only human to feel this way...

Hurt again...

But I am in no way to be cold...

Not to feel sympathy...

Not to feel sad...

Not to wish you happiness...

Not to wish you another chance at life...

I am wishing you all the things that you deserve...

Especially a second chance at life...

For both our sake...

surfacing back

the past four months have been my longest absence in the blogging world...

actually before february, i had a tough time blogging about my life in 2010...

my being emo drove my literary pursuits...

but lately, i think ive gone past my emo stage...

there are times that i miss it...

being emo, and the reason why i become emo...

but i think im better where im at now...

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so now, im surfacing back to the blogging world...

and im starting it all off with a slideshow of what made the

first half of my 2011 A-M-A-Z-I-N-G (and emo-free)...

in your eyes...

when i first looked into your eyes

each breath became a thousand sighs...

my heart drummed out a thunder beat

i glowed with joy from head to feet...

when i first looked into your eyes

all time and space were paralyzed

and in that instant i was shown

a universe i had never known...

i dwell there still, in paradise,

when i looked into your eyes...

2011 in 365+ Angles - 11Feb06

Condura Skyway Marathon 2011...

So ok, today seals the deal...
I think Im aptly built to lift weights, do crazy ab workouts and...
run half-marathons.

Today I beat my sub-2 personal record from my 21k run during Century Tuna Runrio Leg 1; from a time of 01:59:00 to 01:57:00. Though still unofficial, Im putting full trust on my Nike+ reading - the clock on the finish line flashed at 02:00:30, a good as time still, but a sub 2hr would be fantastic still.

To all the runners today... good job.

*cheers*

Heres to more to defying our limits.

*woot*