photo credits : Angel by *szc @ deviantart

to the one who needs it most...

may angels lead the way back home...

last night....

last night was the lowest of the low...

went out...

thought that it would be relaxing...

pick a coffee place...

park on a soft lounge chair...

take a good book, drink a cold beverage to sooth the prickling heat...

what i got instead was the complete opposite...

* sigh *

though the day wasnt a total waste...

an oppurtunity knocked...

was flattered that i was given that chance...

though i think i "fucked" it up...

it did boost my confidence a bit...

maybe all i need is a chance...

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i hope i get considered for it...

i need the break...

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there is much to be said about this week...

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imagine...

two consecutive nights that ive been pretty much out late...

two consecutive nights that ive gorge myself on tasty tasty treats (s'bucks strawberry and cream and pasta)...

and yet...

i dont have any regrets...

it was nice meeting a lot of new friends...

this is actually foreign to me...

and yet...

i think im going to like this change...

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this short description of how i ended my week doesnt compare to the real thing...

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im running a bit sleepy already...

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guess the story telling has to be done some other time...

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but before i end this...

* toasts *

cheers to change...

random stuffies

what about now

came across this listening to Chris Daughtrys album...

damn boy, does it hit me right on the spot...

thing is, for me, its only a one-sided love affair...

YOU dont even know whats inside me...

im just trying to find the perfect time for me to say what i really want to say...

what about now?

what about today?

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What About Now
Daughtry

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading 
From all the things that we are 
And are not saying 
Can we see beyond the scars 
And make it to the dawn 

Change the colors of the sky 
And open up to 
The ways you made me feel alive 
The ways I loved you 
For all the things that never died 
To make it through the night 
Love will find you 

What About Now 
What about today 
What if you're making me 
All that I was meant to be 
What if our love never went away 
What if it's lost behind 
Words we could never find 
Baby before its too late 
What About Now 

The sun is breaking in your eyes 
To start a new day 
This broken heart can still survive 
With the touch of your grace 
As shadows fade into the light 
I am by your side where love will find you 

What About Now 
What about today 
What if you're making me 
All that I was meant to be 
What if our love never went away 
What if it's lost behind 
Words we could never find 
Baby before its too late 
What About Now 

Now that we're here 
Now that we've come this far, just hold on 
There is nothing to fear 
For I am right beside you 
For all my life I am yours 

What About Now 
What about today 
What if you're making me 
All that I was meant to be 
What if our love never went away 
What if it's lost behind 
Words we could never find 


What About Now 
What about today 
What if you're making me 
All that I was meant to be 
What if our love never went away 
What if it's lost behind 
Words we could never find 
Baby before its too late 
Baby before its too late 
Baby before its too late 
What About Now