the good guy

id like to believe that good guys get what they justly deserve...

but the world doesnt work that way...

in this fucked up world, good guys finish last...

and commonly (borrowing something from Batman: The Dark Knight)

if youve been the good guy for a long time, you end up seeing yourself

throwing the towel and just turning your coat over and be the bad guy...

=(

i wish the world would just flip over and things would change...

i used to be a good guy...

and lately...

i dont know what i am...

* sigh *

the opposite of everything

i've waited a long time for someone i could fall in love with

i've watied for the moment that i could sing to you all the love songs in the world

you came and everything seemed all right

but now im afraid to say it

but theres a song playing in my head

and its not the one i expected that i would sing to you

the tears i would see are not the ones that i anticipated

and i dont know how to make everything alright

...

talks shit about a lot of people

because i have balls to stand up

and get right in front of their faces

...

i am unapologetic,

brutally honest

and fearless

...

this is what makes me more than ordinary

this is what makes me real...

leave it to me

apparently i was wrong...

i wasnt the strong-willed...

know-it-all guy...

i thought i knew how to handle things...

i though i knew how it is to 'love'...

apparently i dont...

i though i was always the victim...

now im a fiend...

the one thing i promised myself to not become...

sigh...

leave it to me to fuck things up...

=(

to this, i say im sorry...

post election thoughts...

may 10 2010...

the first ever automated elections in the Phil...

with majority of Filipinos taking responsibility for the

well being of their country, yesterday - i think was a huge

turnout for new/old voters...

despite the heat, unorganized handling of voters, voting location

(at least in my precinct) and rude (common) people...

i pushed on so i can vote...

a good couple of hours after the polling precincts closed, there

were already partial results...

i voted for GIBO...

it seems he's trailing behind the front-runners AQUINO and

* gasps * ESTRADA...

sad really...

but we HAVE to RESPECT the voice of the majority...

i opened my FB this morning, as with any morning =)...

lo and behold...

many are already sour-graping...

many are already expressing 'disgust' at the result...

i even saw one post this on his fb...

'I'm on the side of the losing election party. Wahahahaha.'

Now thats narrow thinking...

i think it would be better for us to 'support' the winning candidates...

and also, whats this i hear about people who DIDNT vote...

but are already complaining on the process and the results...

fuck off..

you dont have ANY right...

if youve only done your fair share then things might and possibly be different..

...

...

so i say...

lets stop pulling each other down...

stop 'complaining' and actually do something 'productive' about it...

do something 'positive'...

gawd....

ive seen enough 'people power' and revolt in my lifetime...

what i want to see now is 'progress' for this country...