You're only a papercut...

To the one that makes me smile...

and the one that keeps on breaking my heart...

though I wish I expressed the same sentiments as the song...

Papercut
Jordin Sparks (Battlefield)

I'm okay, i'm okay
Don't keep asking me i might disintegrate
What do you want? I've moved on
Everything is going well, at least that's what i tell myself
I wish i was the Tinman so i wouldn't have a heart to break.

I'm okay, i'll survive.
I only think about you half the time
All these tears, all these drops in the ocean baby
You barley even cross my mind no, no
And it doesn't hurt that much
It was only a paper cut
It's only a paper cut, a paper cut... yeah

I forget that it's there
You keep calling and calling, you don't care
How it burns, how it stings
Just cause you can't see it bleed
Doesn't mean it don't go deep
I wish i was the Tinman so i wouldn't have a heart to break.

I'm okay, i'll survive.
I only think about you half the time
All these tears, all these drops in the ocean baby
You barley even cross my mind no, no
And it doesn't hurt that much
It was only a paper cut
It's only a paper cut, a paper cut

The more i give, the less i get
Sometimes i wish that we've never met
Cause i was fine 'til you broke through
But don't worry baby i'll get over you...
By tomorrow or the next day, or they next day, or the next day

I'm okay, i'll be fine.
I only think about you half the time
Yeahhh, yeah, yeahahhhhhh, yeahhh

I'm okay, i'll survive.
I only think about you half the time
All these tears, all these drops in the ocean baby
You barley even cross my mind no, no
Boy you wish it hurt that much
It was only a paper cut
It's only a paper cut, a paper cut

I'm okay, i'm okay

Globe RUN FOR HOME Race Results

Please indulge me on this one...

Im loving this 'sport'... and Ill just better myself every time... * wishes *

Here's to more runs...

to fitness...

and to life...

I LOVE IT...

for the results, check this site out...

http://www.runpix.info/mna09/ge.php

justification

You know why I really really really like him...

Its because with all the guys Ive met in my 'gay' life...

I THINK he's the only one who has seen me when I was invisible...

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apparently some friendships have an expiration date...

and you're running pretty near that already...

you're treading on 'dangerous' waters here...

you stepped over a line somewhere...

what you did was majorly uncalled for...

and this is the 2nd time that you've done it...

i wont have it again...

guess that explains why 'everything' happened the way it did in your life...

music is pure love =)

other works at facebook and deviantart

new home...

here another online portfolio for my artworks...

theyre more refined and 'structured' here...

http://daemonvillamil.deviantart.com/

would appreciate links, and comments to my dev art page...

i am such an attention whore...

soulmate

ive found the other half of my heart...

my soulmate...

only time and destiny will tell...

if things i wish for will fall into its right place...

i will never lose hope nor will i ever be deterred...

i will endure all pain and confusion...

for the heart never lies...

love never lies...

this is a declaration of my 'strong' feelings for my soulmate...

and i don't regret feeling this way for you...

no matter what...

* mush *

lost...

been going back and forth...

i cant seem to stay in one place...

i cant find myself to be satisfied...

i cant put myself to be calm...

im worried...

im really really worried...

fuck it...

everythings going downhill...

im really lost...

and i dont know how to get back...

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